There are many things that i've learned about me was that i've had many friends but i do miss them so much. And i wish that i could go back in time and have the good times over and over again, instead of being in the present. But the ppl that i'm with is great being with, and knowing that they're there and to stay with me forever. That just tells me that me and them are going to be okay. But going back to relive the past again and again...well them that would be the best. I have some pictures of the ppl that i love. Plus there were somethings unsaid, somethings unfinished, somethings undone yet.
And i could do those things now but i just don't know if i should try it. And i don't if i should do them at all or leave things unsaid unfinished and undone. An plus i have a friend that i have to search for as well. He left me and another friend behind.
So between me and him i have to finish business. For me it's hard to let go all those ppl. No i don't want to let go, i never do, and i never want to. But each face that i reconize has a story attached to them. and they all connect back to me the one. My present friends don't know those stories or those faces that i'm talking about. Those stroies and faces lie anonymous to them.
But lies as the truth to me. Cause i was the one that tells it and i'm the one that lived it. I'm the one that lived in that past and that came to there present. The present time now of their lives. So now i have to line the pieces by each memory i have in me, line them up with everyone in it.